Mommy,
I love you I love you I love you. You were my rock, my guiding light when I was in the dark and the glint of hope for my darkest days. Without that beautiful face and wonderfulness you had, god wouldn’t have given me the beautiful babies and grand baby I have now. Without that fierce spirit you had, I wouldn’t have the drive that I have to be the best I can be for my wife and kids. Your attitude and straightforward talk gave me the “don’t give a damn” about specific things that I’ve had to endure and the calls I have made to you have guided me through some of the toughest times of my life. Momma this is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with and I can’t make that call, can’t hear you say “ you got this bun bun you have my fight and drive” I want to hear you say it. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for your last breath, I honestly wouldn’t have been able to handle it but I’m so happy me and my wife were the only family who got to see you the next day. I got my final picture with you as you laid there and smiled. I got my last look and no one can ever claim that. I have your hair tucked in my hat, so you are the closest to my through whatever tough times I may have ahead. I miss you and I want to know if you know how much I LOVE YOU, do you know momma? I have told your babies about what has happened. Momma they miss you terribly. I miss you terribly. Josiy misses you terribly. Your sheekra!
Good night momma. Until tomorrow. Say hi to mema, pepá, aunt Sharron and Uncle Tom. Ask them to guide me through this, because it really hard momma. This is so hard!!