Shane, baby, the love of my life, I am so sorry I wasn't there for your final moments but we just shared the best week we've had in so long. I met you at 18yrs old. You've been my only dream come true. I will never ever get past this. But, I'm trying my hardest to be strong for you. You meant everything to me. You been the one telling me to never give up, stay strong because you couldn't be without me. Now im trying to live without you. Know the girls love you so much. You became the man I always wanted you to be. The man you wanted to be. Your life was cut short but know every night I lay my head down I only see your beautiful face. I'm so proud of the person you became. I love you with every inch of my being. Till we are together again help me get thru this...I need you now more then ever. I will be listening for you. I'm praying for you're family and I know you are in heaven telling me to knock it off and keep on moving forward.....I love you Shane always, forever till I see you again.